Dead Feelings

It’s not like I’m heartless or I don’t have any feelings. I still had a portion of it left within me, which i tried to pour all for you whatever i had left in me. But in return you ignored them and treated me in a way that it doesn’t matter to you at all. Threw them away like nothing. That’s why i think twice or more than that while reacting to things that are supposed to be general but pleasant. But i believe there’s still a portion of me…stil locked inside that deserves to be loved and cared and cherished. I don’t know if you or anyone else would be able to or willing to unlock that. Honestly the truth is, i can’t easily give away that portion to anyone else when it’s meant to be for you and you only.